summer is always a reflective time for me. i spend a lot of time thinking, daydreaming, wondering where i fit in. there's something that feels more right about summer being the end of the cycle as opposed to the winter. summer feels like the end and the beginning.

after spending so much time alone, or... physically alone & virtually present... i feel even more compelled to find out who i am at the end of it all...

the internet has always been a safe space to me. it's taught me that there are more people like me, and there are people who are willing to let me be me. i feel myself here.

but it makes me wonder then, if i am my real self, or my virtual self

and what is a self if unable to be expressed unconditionally?

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i often think about whether or not i am where i'm supposed to be

it's important to take risks sometimes